I am a Mom by Choice
I was 19 years old when I found out I was pregnant. I was a sophomore in college dreaming of my future and planning trips to Europe, Jacob and I were in a struggling relationship, I was living with my very Catholic mother and for much of my life, my biggest fear was disappointing my father. I had no way of supporting a child and I had a choice to make. And I was terrified. Would my mom kick me out? Would my parents disown me? Would I have to drop out of school and never get the degree I worked so hard for? Would I have a partner to raise this child with? This, without a doubt, was one of the most painful and fearful times of my life. Could I give a baby the life it deserved? I ultimately decided to carry through with my pregnancy and it was, undoubtedly, the best decision I ever made. BUT despite all of those fears I had, I had a support system. The people in my life showed up for me and my baby, and for them I will forever be grateful. Jacob stood by my side every step of the way.
